All We Can Do is Keep Breathing
A collection of obsessions, long lists, and dreams.
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Video reblogged from A Day in the Life...
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[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]This track has had 0 playsKeep Breathing by Ingrid Michaelson
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my heart is broken once again. and everytime it mends itself, i find it is repaired in the wrong way. i keep going back to what i used to want. and i can’t decide if it’s something i just want or something i simply need. i’m not happy. i’m not happy when i have something and i’m not happy when i’m without it. i want someone to just answer everything for me. business, i am good at. my personal life, i am not. though i know i’m young, my soul is mature and i whole heartedly believe this is possible. i want to know what my future holds for me. until then, my stomach remains in a painful knot of uncertainty. the wind is contantly being knocked out of me. and i am frequently checking my phone for a call or text that i am certain will never come. life has lost its color and i need the pain to stop. want and need. my tissue box lies next to me a void of emotion and pain while my phone vibrations can be felt on my chest and a pounding is heard in my ears. my senses are rumbling with fright and the taste of salt is on my tongue. countless tears have been shed while blankets lay sopping beneath me. a quick glance toward the talking device and all hell could break loose.
bitten nails.
headache.
stomach ache.
heartache.
I am hurting.
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I have so much reading to do. Sometimes I like the quiet moments I have to myself.
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Tonight I have my stage make-up class. I’m glad that’s one class where participation doesn’t matter. My inspiration for my clown make-up project!
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Currently on vocal rest so I figure tumblr is probably the best way to communicate in long-winded speech. I can’t talk so I need other things to keep my mind off of talking since I am so good at that. I cannot sing either, which pretty much kills my mood. My current obsessions will hopefully keep me occupied for awhile as I get over this large hurdle in my life.
Aquarius horoscope: Inspired by new creative energy, you decide to tackle some intensely personal project — and might put aside all other concerns, at least for the time being. It’s one of those days that demands focus!
Current obsessions:
Workout videos that I do not use
Make-up
Stressing out over political science
Ingrid Michaelson, Kate Nash, and Lilly Allen
Sad songs
Kayaking
Vegetarianism
Stand-up comedy
Texts From Last Night
Folding clothes
Going food shopping
Drawing and painting
Comfy slippers
